Dreamer

I am staring at the ceiling,

Nothing to do, just wondering.

Tonight what are you doing?

Are you already sleeping?

 

Are you dreaming of me?

While in bed sleeping comfortably?

I hope that I’m in there,

Because in mine you’re everywhere.

 

Tonight I’ll dream of you,

And of your lovely presence too.

For I can’t wait until tomorrow,

It’s the only relief from this sorrow.

 

I want to see your face again,

In dreams is where I shall begin.

Because in there everything is perfect,

In all you glory, and other aspect.

 

But I know I could only dream,

Because to you I’m nothing it seems.

So I’ll just lie in my bed,

And think of happy endings instead.

The First Time

May I ask you out on a date?

Just like yesterday, together we ate.

Please answer and say yes,

For if not, my day will be a mess.

 

The past month had me thinking,

Whether I will continue with the asking?

I’ve never tried it before,

So I really need to be sure.

 

This will be my first,

To be able to ask a girl out.

I can’t explain this burst,

Feels like my heart wanted to shout.

 

Will you please accept my request?

Dine with me at the very least.

And if you may, I’ll walk you to your door,

While strolling, we’ll tell stories and more.

 

Or if you’ll decline, say it directly,

Not thru someone or something but to me.

At least I’ll not be offended,

And I’ll keep on trying instead.

 

What a Boring Day!

What a boring day!

Without you, what can I say?

It seems I need you here,

At my side, closer than near.

 

You erase the word “boring”,

And change it to exciting.

To add, it can also be surprising,

Every second of it, I’m loving.

 

So can we meet?

So we can talk while we sit.

We will spend time together,

For I can’t survive this day or another

Thoughts from a Beer Bottle #15

Ever person I see,

Just reminds me of thee.

They look just like you,

And keeps me out of the blue.

 

Every thought I think,

Every time my eyes blink.

Your face flashes instantly,

And this drives me crazy.

 

Every rain that I fell,

Makes my heart want to tell;

The emotion that it keeps inside,

The feeling that it hides.

 

Every voice I hear,

Makes me feel that you are near.

Yes, you are far,

In my heart, is where you are.

She Took It Away

Give me back the colors,

That you replaced with horrors.

I can’t live without them,

Life is dull without them.

 

Give me back my heart,

Doesn’t matter if it’s hurt.

I need it back to me,

Please return it immediately.

 

Give me back the meaning,

Of this life that I’m leaving.

You took it with you,

And my happiness too.

 

Unwind

I need a new poem to make,

Doing nothing, I can’t take.

But I have no inspiration,

What’s left of me is perspiration.

 

Still I’ve got work to do,

If I want to impress you.

But what will I write,

If nothing to me seems right?

 

So I need to find a way,

For this drive to stay.

I have to force my will,

In order to produce a new poem to tell.

 

But there’s really nothing in my mind,

Maybe I need to relax, unwind.

Then maybe a spark I’ll find,

But for now, this poet will be left behind

Thoughts From a Beer Bottle # 14

My life was full of misery,

They make me so weary.

Hope wasn’t a word for me,

No matter what its meaning should be.

 

Nothing can cheer me up,

And put me back on top.

Everything pulls me down,

And on my face, puts a frown.

 

There’s no such thing as a smile,

As every word was a lie.

Everywhere I go, follows a pair of eyes,

Tired of it, I wish to die.

 

But the pain turned into happiness,

The frown turned into a smile.

I never felt this joyfulness,

And I was struck dumb for awhile.

 

It was you, who made me happy,

It was you, who made me not weary.

Agony just went out the door,

Because you is what I’ve been looking for.

 

You took away all my misery,

Yes, indeed my pretty lady.

So please forever stay with me,

So that forever I’ll be happy.

 

Perfect?

 

I think you’re not an angel,

Because you caught me on your spell.

And that makes a sorcerer,

Nonetheless, I want to be your lover.

 

You are not the goddess of beauty,

Because your name is not Aphrodite.

But still I am yours, my lady,

And you can hurt me easily.

 

You’re not the gift I wanted,

Because you mess with my head.

But then my heart fell,

No words but only emotions can tell.

 

You might be the girl of my dreams,

Because you’re similar to her, it seems.

In my mind you’re always there,

In my heart, it will be forever.

Things Undone

 

I should have helped you,

Instead of being so mean.

But I just stared,

Because all my courage failed.

 

I could have assisted in dusting,

The dirty place that needs cleaning.

But I could not do it,

My fear, I just can’t beat it.

 

I ought to help you,

And kept you from being tired too.

Yet I couldn’t swallow my pride,

My hesitation I can’t hide.

 

I will try to assist you,

In everything you do.

I promise that will be the last,

That I’ll leave you in the dust.

Self Disgust

I’m sorry I didn’t do a thing,

In helping you do the cleaning.

I know you hate me,

I apologize my lady.

I’m sorry but I couldn’t react,

Nor have the courage to act.

My body just froze in the air,

All I did was to stare.

I’m sorry; I’ll make it up to you,

Because that’s the only to do.

Next time I’ll show up,

Doing the chores, I’ll step up.